In 1970, Reinhold Messner – perhaps the greatest mountaineer of all time – faced the mountain that would mark his life forever: Nanga Parbat.
A difficult, dangerous mountain, an expedition into the unknown.
He and his brother Günther chose a face that had never been climbed before, and they made it to the summit.
But the descent turned into hell, into tragedy, the one that would shape Reinhold’s entire life:
an avalanche swept them away, and Günther died.
Messner descended alone, frozen, delirious: everyone thought he was dead.
It was the beginning, and the wound, of his entire life. He could have stopped there.
Instead, he went on.
From that moment on, every mountain became a journey despite everything.
After losing his brother, his fingers, and his friends (for there was great controversy around him), Messner kept climbing the great peaks.
“I don’t go back to conquer them,” he said, “but to understand how far I can go.”
Messner would return to Nanga Parbat seven times, not to prove anything, but to understand;
perhaps for reasons known only to himself and to the god of mountaineers.
“I didn’t go back to look for Günther. I went back to look for myself, the part of me that was left up there.”
Nanga Parbat became his obsession and his therapy, the symbol of that point where turning back is no longer possible, and moving forward is the only way.
In 2005, Günther’s remains were found, and we can imagine Messner, that man who seems made of the same stone as his mountains, feeling that, somehow, finally,
Nanga Parbat had given him an answer.
There’s a point where turning back is far harder than going on.
It happens on bike journeys, on climbs, on cold nights, on those times when, curse the patriarch, you’ve run out of water but refuse to give up.
And it happens with passions too, those that sometimes appear out of nowhere, yet reach a point where turning back is unthinkable.
And every time we return to a road we already know — on a bike, in the mountains, or in life — it’s never really to repeat it,
but to see whether we have changed.

The incredible self-portrait of Messner on top of Nanga Parbat, 1978
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Barbarian Days – A Surfing Life
What does surfing have to do with bike travel?
A lot, believe me.
William Finnegan’s Pulitzer Prize–winning memoir is much more than a book about surfing: it’s the story of a life spent chasing waves, places, and a search for meaning.
It’s also a poetic reflection on obsession, on time, and on that moment when — as in the best journeys — turning back no longer makes sense.
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